|| kinda lonely.
so yah. i told my parents about my car. actually my dad's truck was worse than mine.. (sidenote for the clueless, iwas the idiot who backed into my dad's truck yesterday morning). it was weird cause i didnt think my dad's truck was damaged at all, i didnt see anything at first and i thought his huge grill thing had protected it.. but nope. it dented his instead. mine just got a black scratch (about the size of my hand) and kinda badly chipped on the other side.. yikes. but i love my dad. i mean he was mad, but he fixed his truck, very angryishly i might add, all day yesterday.. and then my car today. i wasnt accelerating when i was backing up so it could have been a whole lot worse. but it was a huge jolt, like all my cds went flying in my face and i like banged against the steering wheel. it sucked. badly.
now you're all wondering how do you just back into a huge truck right? well i honestly dont have any excuses.. i mean a lotta little things added up, but it was just me being stupid mainly.
however there was the fact that
- my dad leaves at 6 every morning, but he doesnt work on fridays.. (so he's usually not there)
- i was running late
- i was obnoxiously stressed out
- and you cant see through ANY of my windows in the morning caused they're all foggedlike.
but still the 25 seconds it would have taken to wipe off my windows and try to unstress myself would have saved a whooole lot of trouble. i'm just so stupid sometimes. but, hey.. at least im aware of it.
anywho, we completely won the game against waco last night. i already forgot the score.. like 35 to somethingteen. danaher's 300th win. yay for that, twas exciting. went to dennys after. per usual.
oh and guess what? i'm stupid again. i woke up all early, (haha. 10:30am) anywho, i woke up thinking that i had to work a chess meet today at the high school (for hosa).. but that's definitely NEXT weekend. why am i so stupid lately? oh and guess what else stupid-me did? i left the gas stove burner on, after making my cream of wheat, thursday morning.. i'm lucky i still have a house and a car. gosh im gonna die in the real world. when did i get so careless? i mean.. it's not that i'm careless, i just have my mind in sooo many different places that i cant stick to basic things, like making sure there isnt a truck behind you.. or turning off a freaking gas stove burner!!? gosh. i suck at life. and now my parents just have more evidence.
i wanna paint. right now i do. but i just cant cause all my paints and brushes are at the school and sandoval always leaves the door locked.. gr to that. i could just go buy more. but that would be stupid and pricey. i do need new brushes though. but all five primary colors in acrylics?? expensive, yes. so no. i shall not paint. suppose that's just part of my punishment for being so stupid. haha.
i am trying though. i signed up for hosa on like weds. and through that i signed up for a hosa tournament contesty thing which is some big hosa-like deal where they can only take one person from each catagory per school. so i signed up for medical terminology. i was gonna be in the class, but i would have to take away one of my arts, and honestly.. those are what keep me sane so that just wouldnt be a smart move. but now, ms elliot is like giving me the course on my own kinda, not as like a grade or a class, but as like a prep for this contest. you see we compete against big med-like schools that focus strictly on medical fields.. like medhigh from the valley. so that's a lot of extra work on my part. but i dont mind.. i find it strangely interesting, and it makes me want to be a pharmacist even more! and it'll also help in the longrun me being familiar w/ terms and whatnot.
well that's all i have to say.. i watched napoleon on hbo today, so as kip might add...